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I'm not too sure why I created an account here.

Maybe it was just for expression, to show a side of me that isn't typically accepted in today's society or maybe I'm just to scared to show this part of me.

My vote is for the latter.

I would like to say that I'm just misunderstood or that People are too narrow-minded to accept who I am.
And maybe those things are true.
But the real reason for hiding myself is Fear.

Then again, that just leads me back to a question I'm still trying to find the answer to.

Who Am I Truly?

Maybe thats why I'm here on this site. To attempt to find another side that contributes to the Puzzle that is me.

This is what I do Know. I'm not who I seem. On the outside, Most would never guess that I'm anything but average.

I don't dress any differently from the next girl. A little below average height, above average weight, though I don't really care enough to do anything about it. Blond hair, Black streaks, Green Eyes. All these things combine to make me unique. No two people are alike. But it's never enough to make me stand out.

I wake up and get ready for the day and look at myself in the mirror and I'm reasonably content. I'm not perfect and of course there are things I wish I could change about myself. But that's what makes me human. But my image, I feel, does not truly represent me.

I'm a complex person, in both good and bad aspects and I do realize that no one look can sum me up, but there are days when I wish that I could express this other side of me via the clothes I wear and the make-up I put on. It makes me wonder if it would ever change peoples opinions of me.

And I suppose there-in lies the reason I don't. Back to root of most of my issues.

Fear.

I know my most standards, I'm still quite young. I have the rest of my life to realise who I am and who I want to be. Though I wish that I could just get over this fear that tends to hold me back and possibly put to rest some of those complexities that so often plauge my daily life.

But I guess that's just what it is.

Life.

And the only thing to do is live it to its full potential and hope that some day, I will discover the real me and possibly leave my mark on this world before I leave.

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